I wake up hungry on the pontoon. Quickly I make a double breakfast. Be well expedition food has been basically all I’ve eaten aside from cheese and crackers with jam.
I eat, pack and slide the Taran (my darling Friđa, the beast, my trusty steed) off the pontoon ease myself into the cockpit and paddle off.
This will be the last day. It’s been on my mind. Every stroke has been a pleasure and the trip has fulfilled everything I imagined and more. The Taran 16 has been there like a trusty side kick. I haven’t been able to convey the sheer gratitude I have to this boat and Rockpool for building it. The days I had had bad wind and weather or mentaly struggling with mind shite the boat had been a constant friend, a companion that never changed, no battles with wind cocking or down wind runs (of which there were minimal) it’s been there 100%. Never did it give me a feeling of out of my depth, and if anything all I put it through it felt like it smilled at me and wanted more. This smile flowed through me and I never once thought I wouldn’t be able to complete. It’s a thoroughbred kayak but you don’t need to be amazing to paddle it.
I left the harbour with some wind behind me and paddled on around the headland. The compass turns north, the strange feeling I get in my stomach like butterflies, I’m smiling a deep feeling of happiness fills me. I make a landing and eat
Life has been revolving around my stomach, paddling, landing and camping for a while now. It’s going to be over soon, time to lock myself into a room with Internet and TV. My way to rehabilitate.
My last meal is a sullen one. I watch the tide go out as I eat. I try and think of all the days, all the things I’ve seen and places I’ve been. The weather was kind and there was a little headwind.
This was a great piece of coast. There were arches and caves. I paddled through some but the swell was a little too much to be able to enjoy them all.
My last turn and the compass showed east. This was going to be a long day. I was only 35 km from the finish. I had already paddled 50km but the end was in sight. I could almost see the lights of Rejkyavik as I started on the last crossing. There was a small pod of dolphins which excited me. They stayed around and were showing off pretty close to me. That and the knowledge I would be finishing soon made me smile deeply. The sun was setting and red sky with the backdrop of a glacier couldn’t of been better. All this totaly changed the mood and when the wind picked up I couldn’t of been upset of annoyed by it. I chose my line and as the sky started to get dark it dawned on me that the big ships leaving wouldn’t be able to see me. I took out my emergency light and clipped it to my hat. I must of looked funny but I really was too happy to care. I wouldn’t be finishing at any reasonable hour. I didn’t know if anyone was going to be there to greet me but that wasn’t a problem. I’m not that great at excepting praise and what if I started crying? I’m supposed to be a strong man. 😉
The wind died down the closer I got and I could see the indicator markers and the lighthouse. There was a light flash from a vehicle. “Right” I thought time to paddle hard. That was short lived as it was still pretty far to go so I slowed my pace but still kept paddling hard.
I will admit I shed a few tears on the last few kilometres. I had better get them out now before I land just in case I turn into a blubbering baby.
The chop turned into a complete mill pond. The last kilometres were a bit of a blur but I remember feeling so rock solid and chuffed. I had done or would be done in a few moments. I forced a small flash back remembering mostly good things and feelings of happiness. Big crossings, snow capped fjords and whale encounters. It had been the greatest experience I have an may ever have in my life and it was bliss. As I got closer I could see two people walking down. I couldn’t believe anyone would come see me finish but it was so nice. A genuine feeling of friendship and gratitude I can never repay came over me. Eymundur and his wife had come to see me finish and a lady from the club had come to see a “legend” finish. Her words not mine.
I couldn’t believe it really. I was helped with my stuff and was fed sandwiches. I’m so great full for them. I was taken back to their house and quickly showered and went to bed.